I wanted to find a way to vent my feelings
I don't talk to people about my troubles
and I got suffocated by them
tonite (or rather last nite) was great
went over to K box and shouted those songs
thx that 2 ppl who were there
though they might never see this
I felt so much better
but I might be having sore throat before CNY
liked the feeling of shouting the songs
How To Save A Life was one of the song
the lyrics is great
the usual songs I sang became more rock than usual
It's My Life, Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
changes... not more rock... it sort of became metal
rather emo recently
CNY isn't cheering me up in anyway
VSC was fine
I will write about it when I have the feeling to
thx those who care for my results
How To Save A Life - The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
I started knowing music
Started learning music
Started having dreams
Started being colder
Started being stronger
I am afraid of what might happen on thursday.
training last min isn't a great idea.
God bless me...
you know what?
I have yet to tell my parents about VSC yet.
I asked my mum if I can get into VSC.
the answer was a straight no.
when I asked why,
she said just concentrate on my studies and what so ever...
I may sound rebellious by not listening to my mum.
but VSC was something I want very much.
I am old enough to make this decision right?
Pissed off by those peeps who don't have integrity and honesty.
I would rather fail than to cheat.
seriously...
when will they ever get that results arn't the only thing on earth you need to survive?
straight 'A's... so what?
I still look down on you anyway...
Finally got sick...
After donkey weeks of feeling sicky with headache and stuff...
Finally having the whole illnesses plus together.
Having a MC for work.
Was working even when I was bloody sick yesterday.
Oh well... That's life. I am learning it slowly.
Yesterday also saw Rui En!
Wahaha...
Damn cute when her fans shout
"Rui En, ni hen mei(you are so pretty)"
Her expression was really cute.
Anyway, I need to go eat medicine liaox.
Zzz...
Oh... I juz found out that IPPT only 5 station.
No sit and reach.
So is...
Pull up, standing broad jump, shuttle run, sit up and 2.4.
wish me gd luck...
2.4... i will die...
wahaha... congrets me! faster! wahaha...
wish me luck for the physical test thingy,
which is basically more or less like napfa larx.
so addicted to Pi Li MIT such that I bought the DVD.
a hole in my pocket...
but worth it larx.
my smart guesses became reality!
n i am addicted to the opening song...
anyone want watch?
coz tudou think so far only till eps 10.
coz is weekly then got one.
record from TV.
total eps 16.
but DVD got 24. which is actually the same larx.
TV is 1h+
DVD is 50+min
Projects... Work... Training...
luckily after CNY no need to work liaox.
less than a week break before continuing a fight with all the projects.
so far, 1 down, 1 gonna be down by today, and 3 more to go.
nice time management skills I have.
jia you to everyone!
you can do it!!!
the 'you can do it' is for myself larx...
I need the motivation to do the napfa...
one week of training...
got heart attack lorx...
still got interview!
shit! need to buy sport shoes!
i am going nuts...
once again, to end this post...
JIA YOU!
i know time is damn packed and stuff.
it seems like an impossible task.
but still, YOU CAN DO IT! =)
believe in yourself and it shall happen.
Crap! Why I only know that like... this morning? Argh...
No fun... I don like working at my current work place...
Waste time to earn money... juz not the way
Saturday... WHY???
It's OK i guess... juz have to use my mind and think of a perfect solution.
Have i ever wrote anything like this on my blog?
I don't trust those people.
The more you see the real world, the more will you depend on yourself.
I always depended on mum and dad in the past.
They are dependable.
But, depending on them isn't a solution for the long run.
I am learning to be independent.
I am not the tortoise who always stayed in the shell in fear.
I won't say I will break that shell at this point of time.
But for now, I can say confidently that I have popped my head and legs out of my shell to look at the world...
The real world.
I am gonna like... change this blog soon... it appeared in the search engine when i googled my name... not a very nice thing to know.
Been busy with work.
As in no other time to do other stuff.
Not having guitar lessons this week coz of work.
But luckily I gave a lighter shift this week so that I can have time to do my projects.
TC's committee members are finally out!
And I am so happy I am not gonna be the president!
Wahaha... But my job is no lighter than a pres larx...
Actually, pres have the lightest work load as compared to everyone else in the comm what...
Trying to find time to watch Pi Li MIT. (I am watching later...)
Got Arron Yan lehx!
He and Gui Gui ok larx...
Not that bad...
Both of them rather cute.
N the script is good! Not like some other show... hahaha... If you know which I am talking about.
Projects coming
Dateline nearing
Tired working
Enjoy watching... Pi Li MIT later...
Wahaha....
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