Monday, July 6, 2009 Oh my holi crap.. I got slaughtered by mst.. Watever.. I have lost my faith in studying anyway.. Memorising is the only way to pass the test.. N the lectures are still making me sleep. I am only studying for the sake of a diploma. Like wat my senior warn me abt be4 i got into poly.. I am doing the exact same thing now. Oh well.. Welcome to my life. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 7/06/2009 02:51:00 PM
 Monday, June 15, 2009 Some part of my life are f***ed up. Some part of my life are going well. Some part of my dreams are far from reach. Some part of my dreams are becoming reality. Being is SPF is my dream. I am part of SPF now. Although there's still a long way for me to get to my ultimate dream, the path I choose to take is by far the best. However, my current life... isn't as good. I have yet to study for my MST... Which is in 2 weeks time. 4 subjects... Last minute revision. My CCA... Yeah... The comm put in their heart and soul into the camp. But the result wasn't at all satisfying. I thought we would make it right this time round. But I guess it's gonna be wrong once again. Everyone is pissed off. But what the hack were you doing? Playing SIMS 3? I regret agreeing to put you as the President. But what is done, is done. Making the camp right... isn't my responsibility anymore. I have totally lost faith. The camp comm had lost faith long time ago. Will this camp happen? I wonder... Someone asked me this question. What if worse case scenario, that dream is a little hard to achieve, so what back up dream is next? I thought for very long before replying... Still police related stuff. Like forensic or psychology. The strong sense of justice in me will serve me well in these area. Most importantly, no politics please? s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6/15/2009 12:57:00 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009 Boring lecturer, boring lecture. How bored am i? I am using my hp to blog. That's how bored i am.. Someone save me.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5/28/2009 08:55:00 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009 Anyone of you wanna be in the Singapore Youth Olympics Volunteer pls contact me. I am interested... But I cant attend the next "recruitment drive". It just kinda suck... Anyway, I am officially in SPF!!! Aft 9 mth of training, I will be corporal! Yeah. First, I gotta endure the 9mth. Ohh.. N pass IPPT... (mainly 2.4...) Btw, I am the youngest trainee... My next movie is gonna be Blood: The Last Vampire. Reason being Jun Ji Hyun is in the movie. Others may know her from the movie My Sassy Girl. Seem like it has the rating of M18... First time wanting to watch an action movie... Watched Angels & Demons! Over all, it was nice. The director changed lots of things which I anticipated to see... Like the plane which flies Langdon to Vatican City from America. There was no old man on wheelchair... And... The Hassassin bloody hell did not do the killing for money!!! Luckily for me, I did not finish the book yet... So I understood the film and the ending was nice. The antimatter released in the sky reminded me of the black hole. Over all, the film was still worth watching. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5/24/2009 02:08:00 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Rite... My 200th post on this blog... *claps* So, been busy since the week started and it has only been day 3 going 4. Monday was VSC recruitment... Some orientation stuff. Yesterday was TC workshop. Today was TC camp comm meeting. Tml is gonna be VSC swearing in (officially part of police team!). Fri meet up wif frens. Pretty filled up. Having deadlines coming. Having lab test nex week. Having to train for the up coming trainings. Rushing to do everything for the most awesome camp ever (no camp song, man!!!). I can say that everything I am doing now, it's worth it. It's worth the time. It's worth the effort. It's worth the commitment. Let's juz say that I am learning lots of things now. n that I am growing up... More mature... Except... I must really learn to speak up. For the n time this month, someone said I am too quiet. Oh well... When will I learn? I think I will never. Coz I prefer to be who I am. =P Hmm... Someone popped up the question during the TC workshop. "You are the vice president lehx..." I replied "That's why I am the vice president and not the president" Great IQ... I praised myself... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5/20/2009 10:47:00 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009 I was suppose to stay home and have a nice sleep, do my school stuff today. But i was awaken by a call 9am in the morning. Come on! Saturday and I am only sleeping till 9 all thx to you... Alrite. So I woke up and was abt to start doing tutorials when he called again. Telling me go school for CCA conference... Come on larx... Is president, secretary and treasurer go lorx... N we already confirmed it during the last meeting. N u tell me no one is attending it??? ok. one of them got flu. the other 2? shld have find a substitute earlier rite? 8.30 start event. 9 call me to asking if I going for it. 10 call again to ask if I can go. Officer put the blame on me. I don't like to socialize. and the SPGG people came to me and spoke to me. For some strange reasons, I have the ability to do well in that (socializing wif the older generation, provided they are the one who starts the convo) even when I am an introvert. Juz like how I can presentwhen I don't even talk much... but when it comes to group activities, it was bad... Juz act as an emo kid. And some dude juz asked me "why are you so quiet?" I simply replied "i am like that." N the conversation juz stopped there. hahaha... Alrite. Enough of vending frustration. Well, it was during the CCA showcase when I saw 'him' while I was queuing up for the free candy floss(yeah! free! and there was free popcorn too!). I thought I saw the wrong guy. But I saw 'him' once again at the CCA conference today. I was thinking in my mind, oh great... it's really 'him'. 'He' may be a great fren but not a gd bf. It was kinda sad how the relationship didn't work out. and after years of having no news of 'him', we juz treat each other like a complete stranger when we met during the whole CCA conference what was worst was that we were in the same grp and sat 2 seats away from each other. Oh well... I lost a good fren thx to my low EQ when it comes to relationship matters. Actually, I shld be thankful that we were in the same grp and sat 2 seats away so that we didn't have to make eye contacts andwe didn't have to do that introduction thingy wif each other. Or else... the awkward silence will juz be there and the handshaking thingy when u introduce each other... it's gonna be bad. lucky me... VSC recruitment two days later. Having some feelings abt it now. I cant describe the feeling. It's a rojak of feelings. Hope everything goes well. N my mum and dad? I dunno wat to do wif them. Yes... After doing some self reflection, my conclusion is... My life is rather screwed up... *claps* s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5/16/2009 06:37:00 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009 tattoos? i don like them. but i was browsing through profiles when I saw a girl's tattoo. Cool... It was angel's wing tattooed on her back. and her profile name was fallen angel. yeah... another of those emo kids. but i liked it. I have always liked the name angel. and my chinese name rhymes with angel! =) Anyway, it was Mother's day yesterday and I treated my mum and dad to Pizza Hut. My mum wanted to drink the chicken soup. So bo bian larx... cant call delivery. We went over to JP to makan. And on the way to PH, I saw someone familiar... Mdm Sajini!!! And of coz... I went over to wish her Happy Mother's day. She asked me where I was now... SP Good to know! Any Plans after graduating... Police force That's good. Why do wanna be in the police force?... Personal Reason Interest?... Kinda Do come over to see me when you are free... OK You know what? It's all thanks to her that I got into express. Not that I am stupid... It's just my laziness. And she knows me well enough. And throws me tons of homework to do. She is still my best teacher after all this years of studying. =) VSC... Strict rules... Hair colouration is not allowed in HTA. Lucky me for resisting the temptation of colouring my hair. No tattoos... Come on... police officers having tattoo... Believe it or not, I was having a dream of having tattoo the day before having the interview and check-up. A kind of deja vu. I thought it would be cool if I had tattoo of that angel wing on me. OK... get that thought out of my mine rite now... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 5/11/2009 08:46:00 PM
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