Monday, February 25, 2008
JOB!!!
Yae! I am not jobless anymore! Well... Recieved a call yesterday and... I am back to Baleno! But this time round, it's not the one at JP. But the one at Vivo. Wanna go find me? Hahaha... Well... I wanna thank Yun-jie! She helped me alot. I mean... Not everyone can persuade the HR to take me in, ya know...
Anyway, mum said she allow me to work part time as long as it doesn't affect my studies. But the worst thing is... My CCA larx... Gonna have CCA drive thing soon and I will be having job. Gotta learn time management. Finally can use my planner liaox! The whole holi, it was lying at the tiny corner of my desk. Now, it is scribbled with what I have to do on Wednesday... I wonder if I can get my half morning shift on Friday to go for PRB meeting... N I wonder why I am placed at Vivo... Coz Vivo's closing for cashier is very different and difficult as compared to JP's.
I am gonna aim to get $6.50/h for part time. Gahaha... CCA is my worst enemy! Neh... Kidding... It's just that it take up alot of time. I wanted to go learn guitar at first. But seems like I can't now. Coz I am working full time but not part time. Sob...
So, here it goes. School comes first, work second, CCA third, learning French forth, card flourishing and pen spinning fifth. OK... Seems like I don't have time for sports or boyfriend... Hahaha... And, I can buy my SLR cam soon... Very soon... But should I consider buying a digital cam instead? Besides, it's my hard earn money... Hmm...
I am so addicted to him! Who's he? Pierre Tran! He's a skater boy, flourisher and a joker. Most importantly, he is cute! OK.. The video's damn long...12 min or something? But i watch it for like... 5 times already? Haha... Say he is cute!
Sorry to PR for making her go emo after reading my last post. I guess most ppl were when they saw that post... As I said before, this blog is where I just come over to write when I am down, bored, happy... What-so-ever...
Yes... I may be busy with some stuff. But luckily ppl are helping me. I appreciate it. Really... I cant do it alone. It would be too stressful. Sincerely thank you guys out there.
Anyway, I liked the movie L change the world. It was nice and the other audiences were good. I guess entu is the word? Coz at some parts, L just did a small movement and it was funny. Ppl could have just giggled but... They just LOL! I liked those audiences. I shant spoil the show for those who are going to watch it. There's one part which is rather gross... It just made me wonder why this show was still rated PG when that scene was worst than some other stupid shows rated NC16... Anyway, there's something after the credits. =) Enjoy!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Always in memory...
*edits*
After seeing YL's blog, I guess I have to edit my short post. Yes... 3 years of blaming myself. 3 years of thinking of my damn stupidness... 3 years of thinking of those 'what if's. 3 years of thinking and thinking...
Friday, 18th Feb 2005. The very last day I saw you. The very last day we talked. I only received news of her death on Saturday, when it was band practice. I did not cry. I just don't know the reason why? Maybe I did not believed that it was true? After telling YL about the news, I called KT's handphone. And the guy on the other line just asked who I was. And the next thing was... She's dead. Till now, I don't know why... I just can't delete her phone no when I am clearing my phone contact list.
When people talked about suicide, my mind would straight away think of her. There's no way I can escape from that. She did ask me for help on that very day. My stupid brain just didn't register that message. But... It was all too late. Things I regretted... For not having a better brain... For not opening my golden mouth to ask why she asked me that. For... Causing her death... Yes... There were counseling. To say it wasn't my fault and stuff... But I can't run from the fact that... 'I was one of the many reasons why she done something like that'.
If only I cared for her a little more... If only I kept my promise... If only I have gave her a good enough reason to live for... If only... If only she said to someone else that very sentence... I even asked myself... Why me? Why did she ask me but not someone else? She would have gave a second thought if I said something she wanted to hear. But it was all too late. My foolish wish of having a time machine will never come through.
I missed the days when we could go home together after school. When we were secondary 3, our time table just clashed... When I had CCA, you were free... And vice versa. You influenced me much... Be it in studies or music. Watching concerts... Taking up history when it was my worst subject... And now... Learning psychology to help me understand why you did something like that...
It was a miracle for us to have been friends. We were not in the same class nor CCA. I couldn't even recall how we get to know each other and finally becoming good friends. 334? Or was it your passion for music? Or was it how you admired me for being in the school's concert band? Or was it how I admired you for being so great in music? Whatever it is, I don't know what kind of great courage you had. I now know the answer to your question. Although it maybe too late to say this. Coz now, I finally know the answer to your question.
I will always remember you not in my brain, but in my heart. And I will always do.
Rest In Peace.
Dunno who told me before people born from 1990 onwards have to wait till age of 21 then can go for driving lessons. #$@$*%$@!@#%&@... I went to the BB driving center to check the motorbike age requirement then shun bian go see car. They write 18 of age sia... Haix.. I want go Malaysia learn driving! Next year got ITP liaox lehx... HOW??? Who on earth told me that... I think is my baleno colleague. Haix... Saded... If not CNY I would have go learn from my uncle lorx. ARGH... Angry sia... Now I am looking forward to my 18th bday! Wahaha... Come come! I invite you with open arms. LOL...
PRB... Faster meet up. I very sian. No work! Lots of time! Hahaha... If not any one else also can come ask me out. Umm... *edits* My friends I mean.
Hmm... Apparently the proposal next week's meeting then discuss with cher.. So I am free! Been addicted to DJ max on PSP lately. But my mind is still abit slow. Practice makes perfect! =)
Oh yea! Yet to introduce the new song on my blog! It's sang by Linda Liao. She's a taiwan actress who acted in Channel 5 drama 'Chase' and 'After Hours' with Utt. Often the guest host for 'Guess guess guess'. Just wiki her if you wanna know more about her. The song is titled 'I miss you so'. A rather old song in her 2nd album. Love the lyrics. And, she wrote the lyrics for the rap part. Very talented!
Oh... Felicia Chin changed her name from Chen Feng Ling to Chen Jing Xuan on Chinese New Year. Well... No comments for that.
Received news that Rui En and Jeanette Aw are acting in the new drama 再见真情, which s gonna be aired during August. Two of the best (and my fav) actresses acting together! WOW! Looking forward to that. Besides, this may be the only show Rui En would be acting in this year! And... Her 2nd album... I am waiting for you~
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
CNY 2008
Anyway, here's the post on my Malaysia trip. Nothing much happened for the first day larx... 2nd day was Chinese New Year. So... Early in the morning woke up go over to the temple near Grandpa's house. That happens every year. At night, play fire cracker! WOW! My uncle only bought 恐龙蛋 and the shoot to the sky one and the children play one... The throw on the floor one. So this year very sian... But I got some '蜜蜂炮' from the relative living in the house next to ours. I hope I can go back to Pahang and play fire crackers... There I know where to buy sia... At Malaka all the fire crackers my uncle buy so childish one... Haix... How I miss those days when I could play 响天雷, the dunno what flower one, and so much more with my cousin… I was so young then that I did not know how to throw fire crackers. Only knew how to put the fire cracker on the floor, light it up and run away. Wasted...
Anyway, other than fire crackers, another thing I like about going to Malaka to celebrate CNY is that, I get lots of money to spend. Be it gambling, buying chewing gum... I just have to ask and my parents will be so generous to give 50RM (that would never happen if I was in Singapore). Anyway, talking about gambling... I lost around 70RM... All thanks to the last round. Normally I would just bet 2RM. But coz it was last round, I bet all my 1RM notes, which added up to 20RM. In the end, the banker got an Ace and a Q. What on earth... So that alone, 40bucks fly away liaox.
The next thing I want to complain is... MY POKER CARDS ARE $%#@%@##!!! Haix... Wanted to go back and practice my fanning, shuffling but... It became mahjiong for the children... Oh was it a mop? Haix... So it wasn't as slidy hence, I couldn't do fanning with that card anymore. When my cousin asked if he could have the cards, I just gave it to him. 12bucks... Sob...
Of course... There were lots of cousin. I always play with my fav one. Gahaha... He never fails to make me smile. I am so bias... He lives in Singapore anyway... The funny thing is, he likes to play wth me but just don't like my mum (I just dunno for what great reasons.. I think he don't like aunties =P)... He was saying he wants me to sit in his dad's car but don't want my mum to sit. The funniest part happened when we were at the temple and my mum 'cried' due to the smoke. Then I said to my cousin that my mum's crying coz she cant sit in his dad's car and asked if she can sit in it. And he just nod his head. Hahaha... Cute right! And my mum was saying she was so pitiful... Can sit in his dad's car only if she cries. LOL...
Genting trip... Went there coz one of my cousin wanted to go there very much. I just hate going there larx... Nothing to do for me. I hate going for roller coaster ride and all... So, Genting isn't a place for me. I went for bowling (7RM/game), pool and K-Box (2RM/song). Spent 50 bucks on K-Box sia... And all the songs there are so down-dated. Anyway, one of my cousins vomited 4 times during car trip. And the other cousin vomited when she slept half way... I mean she woke up just to puke. My dad joked that she was dreaming of riding the roller coaster in her dreams and therefore, puked. LOL...
Alright! Here are the pictures I took when I was in Genting. Both this trip and the december trip. Enjoy!
Genting First World Shoping Mall
100RM=a coin!
Genting's K-Box! (it is really a box...)
Inside the K-Box
Who did this to the mandarin orange?
Alrigt.. This pic isn't very clear... The tyre of the car got stuck into the drain... LOL...
Don't worry that your car will roll down the slope coz stony's there to your rescue! (I wonder if that really works...)
The so-very-colourful First World...
On the way back to Malaka from Genting.
You guess it right! It's the Twin Tower! (I just need a slr cam...)
People can actually put so many letters on their car plate! Gosh...
I am not always that zi lian k... This is the rare pic...
The air's fresh, the view's nice. That's the only thing I like about Genting.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Summary M'sia trip
Went over to Malaysia on the 6th early in the morning. Got up at round 5:30... When reached grandpa's house, most of my relatives were already there (coz they drive.. I want my licence...). I seriously hate children who play wif me even after I said stop for more than 5 times. Haix... And I am the 2nd eldest among the my cousins after my bro. Oh... Not really actually. I still have 3 more elder cousins I see only once a year. Same grandpa diff grandma. One of them is a lawyer anyway... They live in batu pahat (hy! same as u sia...). Anyway, my angbao arnt that good this year. Dad gave me... Haix... My heart broke when I opened that angbao... Same value as one of my uncle's... Haix... Nvm... Mum's angbao's always the best. Although it's not like 100 bucks or what. But it is still the best... The others are all Malaysia ringgit. But I spent almost half of it gambling and spending at Genting. Oh... The Genting trip was initialy canceled coz there's no hotel. But the, suddenly, the trip APPEARED again! Lol.. more details next post.
Tml going bday celebration. Wed going movie. My angbao money... Wif my mum liaox... She only gave me 30 bucks to spend... Sob... Nvm... Get myself a job... Alrite. V.tired now. Going to dream of my SLR... And my cards...
Nothing much happened these few days. Except for... Being the secretary of my CCA. Never had I expected this to happen. Besides, I only joined the club last semester and I am given such high post... I didn't go for the handing over ceremony coz I thought it would be none of my business but it ended up like this... Am I suppose to be happy or something? I don't know. Have to wait till I attend the next meeting with the new committee to know what I should do.
Other things I have been doing would be tidying up my room (no matter how hard I try, it is still the same), playing final fantasy tactics on my bro's PSP, learning tricks and reading. Relaxing life... And I am loving it, unlike the last holi when I had to rush projects after projects. Going to Malaysia soon. So I will just say Happy Chinese New Year in advance. 恭喜发财，万事如意。红包拿来！Hahaha.. When can I buy my SLR cam..?